Dreams of a gaymer |
This is my blog, it will include anything in my life that i thin is significant. oftentimes that will be dreams, but also may sometimes include photos and who knows what else. hope you enjoy :) |
Scene: I’m watching a movie, perspective of the camera
The movie im watching is about some kind of church/summer camp that all these teenagers are at. Everyone is having fun and two of the girls there are dating and are making out. The leader of the camp… Lets call him bob, do not like that and break the up and tell them it’s not appropriate. Everyone at the camp say that is not fair and they should be able to do whatever they want, but they can’t say anything to bob. The last scene of the movie that I watch is of bob’s son having sex at the bottom of bob’s giant house on the campground.
I don’t like the end of the movie very much, so I end up, somehow, inside the movie. The same event with the girls happens, but as bob is talking to the girls about their relationship being wrong, I step in and tell him it is ok and he shouldn’t be telling the, what is right and wrong, everyone should be able to be with whoever they like. My mom then shows up (out of nowhere) and gets on bob about it too and gets him to leave the girls alone.
Later on in the camp bathroom, I get out of the shower and I see bob’s son in the bathroom. I realize that their son is a guy that is see on the way to Ai every once in a while, he goes to Ai too, somehow I know his name is Chris although ive never spoken to him before. In the bathroom we glance at each other and don’t think much of it, I think he is cute but I don’t think he feels the same. As I go to the mirrors to do my hair though, I look back over to him (cause he’s cute, ya know how that goes) and he is looking to. I quickly look away, and then try and catch a other glance, and he is still looking at me, and I turn back away again. I try to cover the fact that I am starting to smile cause there might be something there, and I walk around the corner back towards the showers and glance back quickly one more time, and he is still looking at me and smiling. I get around the corner and I start to get a huge smile on my face.
That night in bob’s house, the bob family is eating dinner and (I think) I am watching through their large bay windows, but they can’t see me. Chris is sitting there quietly and tells his parents that he is gay. They are outraged and start throwing things at him and chase him outside to the fire escape, I run after him to try and help him. We run down the fire escape with his parents following us, and finally we get away into the woods when his parents give up. We hug each other and the dream fades to black.
Scene: a bar somewhere in Seattle.
Me, Eri, Kor, and aar all walk into the bar and go up to order drinks, they order 3 bottles of vodka and 3 cartons of orange juice. I don’t get anything and I’m surprised that they don’t card me, but then as we start to leave the counter, they ask for our IDs. I am the only one who is not 21 so I just tell them as I show them my ID that I wasn’t planning on drinking anyway, and they said that’s alright. We head back to the table and Chris is there (yeah, the one from the previous dream, Bob the camp host’s son) and so is a girl who Aar is trying to date (I think it is someone who was at Bob’s camp too). Aar tries to sit next to Chris, but Kor throws her jacket in the seat before he sits to make Aar sit next to his girl and to make me sit next to Chris. We all sit next to our potential BF/GFs and have a great night at the bar.
Scene: my house
Something happened at my house but I can’t quite remember what it was… I think it had something to do with me and Chris coming home from the bar and laughing and going to my room… But im not quite sure, I can’t remember.
Scene: on a work trip with my mom
so were driving up north towards the seattle area and me and my sister and Mis are with my mom because we are going to a store opening with her. we get to our motel and we go inside. it is a really nice hotel room inside. its got a big living room, nice kitchen, nice furniture, a hallway leading to the like, three bedrooms, and a huge bathroom where half of it is taken up by the shower. its like an apartment more than a hotel. so we are getting ready to leave to go to winco and i want to take a shower before we leave.
so i go in the bathroom and get in the shower. I’m showering, its extremely huge as i said before. its like, the size of a typical hotel bathroom, but its just the shower. i decide that i wanna jack-off, so i do that. while doing it, i notice that out the window behind me you can see into another hotel room and they are making a porn in there. i get up on a ledge that is in the shower and show my ass to the people making the porn, then i get down from the ledge and see that they were locking and they’re laughing. then i decide i wanna give them a bit of a show, so i try to show them that I’m jacking off, but they are back to there fucking, its seemingly an orgy video.
i finish up jacking-off and get out of the shower, put my clothes back on, and head out of the bathroom where Mis is waiting and is like “what took so long?” i ignore the comment and walk to the front room where my grandpa is waiting and says something about how you can see the people next door making a porn through the window.
Scene: Art Institute of Portland
I am at the Art institute for another pre-orientation. i ask if i need to be at this one cause i went to the last one and they say i do. so we all go down this hallway and its this large winding hallway decorated with all kinds of artwork which is rotated out quite often because i don’t remember it last time. we pass by this auditorium area where i thought the presentation was going to be but it is full and we are actually going to another auditorium around the corner. we go inside and find seats, idk where I’m going to sit when Jed calls me up cause he saw me. i reluctantly go up and talk to him, then leave asap and find a seat next to the people i met at the last pre-orientaiton. as the intro video starts i realize that my area of the auditorium is where all the loud kids sat. we are making all kinds of ruckus up there, and the administrators aren’t all that happy.
eventually we all quiet down except one kid who has music blaring really loudly. someone asks me to work on shutting it off cause i know how. i get it and its like, a camera, connected to and iPod (a version which i have never seen before, btw), connected to like, a speaker or something. i try all kinds of stuff to shut it off and it isn’t working and then, when i pull everything apart, it stops. then and administrator sitting by me says, “now where is your Mac so you can sync it” i say i don’t have it and she goes off on some rant about how she likes PCs better and is asking around for people who can work PCs. i say i can work on Macs and PCs, but she doesn’t listen.
Scene: the hotel room from the dream before.
I am in the shower again and i get up to the ledge and open the window. i lean out and get the people’s attention who are making the porn. i try and convince them to let me be in it cause i wanna get fucked.
END
oh boy, lots of interesting dreaming last night, hope i can remember this all accurately…
Scene: My house
I am in my house in the morning, getting ready for work and waiting for Mic to pick up my sister to go to orientation. when Mic gets here, they are all trying to get me to go but I’m like, “nah, i have work, its alright, don’t worry about me” but then i look out the window and notice more than just Ste and Mic are in the car… and they all look very familiar. i go out to the car and all of my friends are in the car and they are all headed to the beach to go quading. i suddenly have my riding helmet on for some reason, and i am leaning into the car saying “this isn’t fair, i wanna go with MY friends to the beach, not stay here and work, this isn’t fair!” i keep saying “this isn’t fair” over and over again. i go inside and I’m heading back to my room when suddenly…
I wake up (Like, i real life, i actually wake up). Then i go back to sleep again and…
Scene: Some kind of tourist area in California (i think), almost like a wine tasting place
Me and my family are at some kind of tourist attraction, i think it is a wine tasting place. it is an outdoor place though because we are all standing at a counter there that is outside. some of us are tasting wine (I’m not, I’m just standing there watching…) and then my grandma tells my mom how i took her and my sister to dinner last night at Olive Garden and it was amazing. I’m worried that my mom is going to scold me for going to olive garden when i could gone somewhere cheaper, but she just stands there. Then…
Scene: Freeways in Portland
Me and a whole bunch of people are running on the freeways through a different version of Portland than in real life. the freeways are all twisting and go all different ways, its kind of cool. We are coming up on Portland because we haven’t actually gotten to the downtown section of portland yet. as we round the corner to get there, i pass the person in front of me, narrating my pass like were in a NASCAR race or something.We are all running and this traffic lady tells us to run in the bike lane not in the main lane of traffic. Then we suddenly have to take all these different winding paths to stay away from the cars and follow the running path on the freeway. we are going up stairs, taking alternate walkways, going back down stairs… its some confusing shit.
then we get to this point where there is a fork in the road and a lady says “this way if you want to lead the pan, this way if you just want to watch the competition. i don’t really wanna play in the competition and don’t care so much about leading, so i go to watch. as i climb down into this little alcove that they are playing this game in, i see this little hole in front of me down towards the ground. i sit on the step in from of it and look at it… and then realize there is another hole right beneath me in the step I’m sitting on. i spread my legs apart just in time and some kind of thing (a ball maybe?) comes flying through the hole I’m sitting above and tries to go through the one in front of me. i go down into the alcove, not wanting that to happen again, and i see my friends watching the guys who are trying to lead play this game. apparently they have to throw a heavy ball through the hole at one end, make it go through, then go through the hole at the other end. and then…
Scene: My house
I am at my house and have just woken up. i know i have to be at work at noon, so i sit at my computer and start to read an article talking about the race that we were all just in in my previous dream (anyone notice my dreams seem to have a lot of continuity?), almost like i zoomed out from my first person vision in the last team into my first person view in the current dream. As i am sitting there, i look at the clock and its suddenly like, 11:30. i am pissed because i swear that time like, fast forwarded or something. as i am running to the shower, i get a text from Jel telling me that i still owe him some obey. i ask how much and he says $15, i look through my wallet and say thats ok. he says he’ll be over soon and i get in the shower.
As i am in the show, Jel and 3 of his friends come in to the bathroom. they are all talking to me while I’m showering and start to mess around with the shower curtain. i joke around with them too, knowing they aren’t doing it to be mean. then one of his friends, who is quite pale, i think wearing all white, is very cute and… Might be a vampire? I’m not sure, but he reaches in and like, jokes like he is getting in with me. I’m like, “hey if your gonna joke around like that why don’t you just do it?”… and i say that cause he is quite cute :P. so he pulls his hand out almost like he isn’t doing it. then suddenly i hear someone get in the shower behind me. i start to turn around but he get right behind me and starts to caress my body. i try to continue with my shower, but i am starting to break because he just feels so good. i feel that he is naked behind me and starts to kiss my neck. i reach back and run my fingers through his hair and i throw my head back in ecstasy. I am beginning to get hard and am ready to turn around and jump his bones right there in the shower with everyone in the bathroom and everything, but then his mom shows up at my house and calls for him. he immediately gets out and I’m left with… well, an empty shower lol
As he gets his clothes back on, Mis opens the bathroom door and sees him half-naked and starts to make naughty, embarrassing jokes. they all start to leave, but i grab the last one as he is exiting the bathroom and pull him in the shower. by this time I’m all hot and bothered, so i need to relieve me… tensions. i lay him on the ground in the shower and he is unsure what to do at first and struggles a bit, but then i pull out his dick and… get to work on it. he is loving it and so am i when…
END
• Scene: my shower, but rotated
• I’m showering, texting guy while in shower
• Keep trying to find positions for this table that’s in the shower to sit so that my phone doesn’t get wet
• Ask guy if he uses FaceTime
• He thinks I’m talking about movie called FaceTime
• Start to tell him it’s a thing on the iPhone for people to video chat, but scene change
• Scene: some couch in a room (maybe my living room?)
• Sitting on couch with guy I was texting before, cuddling, holding hands
• Really happy moment
END
I applaud anyone with that much patience as I myself, have none.
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