Dreams of a gaymer

Made this in class today and had to share it

Scene: Inside the Art Institute

So i show up to school for drawing class and i head up to my normal classroom, but my teacher is not there and neither are anyone in the class. i think thats really weird because class is supposed to be starting like, now. I head to some kind of administrative office and ask what is going on and they tell me that they don’t know what is going on, that they haven’t seen my teacher either and to basically just assume class is cancelled. so I’m like, alright, no big deal, i guess ill just have to find something to do for the next 4/5 hours till my next class. being in portland, that shouldn’t be too hard. I think about texting Jonny and seeing what he is doing, but I’m not sure if i should so i don’t. 

When i walk outside, i notice that Ai doesn’t look like it usually does, which is like a normal building on the street in Portland. It now looks like a normal college on a large sprawling campus with large areas of grass out front and the building isn’t just a block wide and very tall, but very wide and like, 5 stories tall. Basically its like all the Ai’s came together to create one big school. anyways, in my dream this doesn’t bother me much and nor does it bother anyone else, were all used to it, like its always been this way.

So i go outside and see some of my friends playing some kind of game where you run in between each other without being touched… i don’t quite understand it. i set my stuff on the truck bed where everyone else’s stuff is (cause apparently they allow trucks on campus) and i ask them whats up and if i can join them. they try to explain the game to me but i still don’t really understand, so i walk to the other side of the group to watch. i notice that Jonny actually is here already and playing games with all my friends. I’m kind of like,thats weird.. but still cool that he is here already. So as I’m talking to one of my friends who is playing by where I’m watching i say “i think we should play red rover, that is so much more fun” and then everyone somehow hears me and starts moving into the two-line formation of red rover. I’m like, awesome! we get to play the game i want to play! so everyone gets in their lines and I’m coating the number of people in the lines to make sure we are even and I’m thinking that one person needs to moves from the left of me to the right, and then i realize I’m that one person and i didn’t count myself, duh. so i get into the right line and we start playing.

Erika runs over to us and me and someone else capture her. the game goers on for a bit and then Jonny comes over to my end of the line (cause apparently he is some kind of team leader now.) and tells me to move over a few spots to the left in our line. he then goes back to the end of the line and starts saying that there is “someone in particular who has been doing a fantastic job at playing this game” as he walks down the line. he then stops and me and starts saying that i have been doing such a great job and he wants to congratulate me. then everyone jumps over to me to give me a giant hug and like, tackles me to the ground. they bring out a cake for me, apparently they had been planning on doing this because its some kind of party for me. Jonny brings over a cake and sets it in front of me while I’m pinned to the ground. then some asian guy (Wes maybe?) brings out this invention he made that duplicates things and starts to duplicate a section of my cake so that is starts to get bigger and bigger and creates a cool design that ends up making it look like a blue layered cake with an easter egg on top that has multiple sparkling layers of color. Russ then shows up out of nowhere and takes a picture of me with the cake.

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First dream post of the new year, happy new year! 

Scene: A hotel in Vegas. 

So i show up at a hotel in Vegas and I’m looking around for my room that I’m going to be staying in and i see the new exclusive Hello Kitty suite with the door partially open. i push on the door to look inside but the door has caution tape on it. i can see parts of the room and they look fantastic, but there are people in the bathroom that tell me to go away, this is a crime scene. so apparently someone was murdered in the hello kitty suite.. creepy. 

I continue to walk down the hallway and find my room, which is connected to two of my friends from Ai’s room. apparently this hotel is where the dorms are for school and we all are staying here. i talk with them for a while and then go look out at the view, then my roommate comes in and its my friend Ben, who i thought was going to be going to Ai, but went to Clark instead.

As he walks in with all his stuff i ask “Oh, your going to Ai finally?” and he says “yup.” we then walk to our side of the room because it is really late and we are tired and set up our beds. he has the Queen size bed and for some reason i am on the hide-a-bed/the ground. i ask him “do i get to cuddle/sleep with you?” as i jump on the bed with him. he says something like “no, not right now, I’m tired and just not comfortable/ready for this yet.” I say ok and go back to my bed. 

Scene: Lobby/shopping mall in the hotel were at

The next morning i am downstairs looking at all the stores. it is a lot like saturday market, but in a vegas hotel. i look around and its pretty cool. 

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So this first dream is the one i had first last night (obviously :P), but somehow I’ve managed to forget everything about it but a feel little things and some emotions. i wanted to put it here because although i can’t remember the whole thing, it just feels like it was such great dream. i don’t know why, its just a feeling, but i know it was fantastic. 

Scene: Train

Me and this boy are on this train and i love him so much and he really likes me back. I’m bringing him something and we go somewhere… i think. everything just feels right and feels perfect and absolutely heavenly, like nothing in the world could tear this moment apart or us apart. 

And thats all i remember of it. the other thing after that that i remember is waking up briefly in the night, going back to sleep, trying to remember the dream, and then suddenly, everything in the dream began to overlap and make no sense. it was as if someone has taken the film reel of my dream and had crumpled it up so it was no longer eligible or made any sense. it was like a train wreck, and i knew that i wouldn’t be able to remember anything else of this dream because it was twisted and contorted and made no sense anymore, almost like someone didn’t want me to have this happy moment. 

Now to the dreams i remember! 

Scene: Endeavour Elementary School

I am going to endeavor to drop something or someone off there, not really sure what, but once i get there i decided that I’m going to go off through the school and look for some of my old teachers because i know some of them work there now. as i walk through the school looking at all the door plaques looking for a teacher i know, the school just seems to have a really weird layout. its very small and claustrophobic, and i have no idea who designed it, but they didn’t seem to be thinking when they did. i get all the way to the back of the school, and i haven’t recognized 1 teacher while there, so i decide, oh well, time to go. 

Scene: Someone’s house (a friend? acquaintance?)

Im now at a friends house i think, and i don’t know who it is, but we are hanging out in her living room. her parents are kind of rude and pretty much saying we can’t do anything but sit on the couch talking, and even our talking has to be “appropriate” we decide to go to my friends room because her parents won’t be there so we can at least talk about whatever. we get in there and her parents are yelling at us through the open door, telling us to not mess around or anything and I’m thinking “wow, really, I’m gay, hello!” i ask if she wants to watch star wars and her parents come in and tell us that star wars is completely inappropriate to watch and that we should never watch it and all this stuff and I’m thinking “man, these parents are so god damn strict this girl can’t do anything. i wonder what they would do if they found out i was gay”

Scene: In a classroom

I’m now in a class room (which looks a lot like my aunt’s living room, this room seems to be popping up in my dreams a lot lately…) and the teacher is talking to us about some kind of assignment. she asks a question and i stand up to answer it, i think I’m correct and the teacher tells me to go to the other side of the room or something. she gives us all this book and says that we have to do an assignment out of it.

Scene: Bus headed to field trip

Me and all of my friends are on some kind of field trip and we are all in the back talking. I’m talking to Liz about this bullshit assignment that the teacher is making me do in the book and how much i hate it. then i start talking about how much i would love to be able to date Cal but he is straight and it sucks. We get to our destination and Cal has over heard me and liz talking and he says he would do it if it were in a three-way or something like that. i think he says Cod would have to be involved is the weirdest part, because then it would be me cal and cod and therefore all guys and therefore… gay lol idk, but i get all excited and smile big at Liz and we walk inside the destination

Scene: supermarket

Which is a giant supermarket! which is actually pretty small in actuality… but anyway, we all have to look for stuff for our assignment in this supermarket and apparently it is like some kind of race because we are all frantically looking around for things, freaking out, running through the store like freaks.

Scene: My house

I end up at home and i decide that I’m going to start jacking off cause I’m horny, even though Kal is in the room with me, i don’t seem to care. she just covers her face with a blanket. i then go to my moms room to get a toy, but when i walk in to her room she is in there sleeping and I’m like “omg, sorry, didn’t know you were in here” and she says “i told you earlier that I’m here to take a nap then ill leave for something soon” so i lead her roo and go back to the front room. i lay on the groun and start to suck my own cock, when Kar comes up to the house and I’m like “oh shit!” and i quickly pull up my pants. i then end up on the floor of my moms room again somehow and she is like “what do you even want in here? the cock ring i offered you once before” and she throws it at me. I’m just laying on the ground mortified

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wow, its been a while, but I’ve finally got one! 

Scene: what seems to be Cascade Middle School

I am at the school with a man, not sure who it is, but he seems to be very strong and is helping me, he kind of reminds me of Bill from True Blood. there is some kind of chaos that breaks out at the school and continues to spread to the rest of the town. I’m not completely sure what it is that is going on (zombies? people gong crazy? some kind of sickness? idk) but me and this man seem to be some of the few who aren’t being affected and are still in our right minds.

As we are running through the school trying to get out, people suddenly think that it was us who cause it and that we murdered some kind of political figure and they are coming after us to kill us. we run to the top level of the school and run into a classroom to try and find a safe place, but when we go in a class is being taught and the teacher is kind of glaring at us like we need to get out so that he can teach, as if he has no idea of the chaos that is happening outside. i notice there is a cute little hamster in the cage in the room, and we run out, heading to the other end of the school, this guy leading the way and is trying to keep me safe. we reach the end of the hallway and there is a huge staircase leading outside the building, we run down it, people chasing us and i believe there are explosions behind us.

we get outside, and the entire town looks like something out of a Cyberpunk movie/video game, very reminiscent of the game Deus Ex: Human Revolution. we run through the town and reach this restaurant and i run inside, the man doesn’t come with me. i think he is heading off to try and fix the problem or he knows ill be safe here or something.

inside the restaurant, which kind of reminds me of my aunts house, there are other survivors of this crisis who have not been affected. there is one of my friends who seems to be Tera from True Blood and this really cute guy and one of his friends. besides us, the whole place seems to be deserted. there is food laid out on the counter of the restaurant for us and there are beds and more booths in the back room. the place is boarded up so the people can’t get inside to kill us. When the guys come back and sit with us we are all kind of peaceful, knowing that we have found refuge for a while and can relax. The cute guy is sitting next to me and Tera and the other guy are at the booth behind us. somehow it gets to the point where i am kind of tired or scared or something, and i lean in next to this guy for him to hold me and he has no qualms with it, he is actually enjoying it. then i start getting closer and closer to this guy, and then i start biting and playing with his ears and he is totally getting turned on, then we start making out and it is a heavenly moment. we are all feeling safe, comfortable, and relaxed, holding one another and not worrying about a thing. 

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Scene: a school lunchroom

Me and some of the group of friends who went out dancing last night are hanging in the lunchroom, when one of our friends bursts in holding pictures. we are kind of like um… whats tip with you? then she comes up to us and shows us the pictures and is like “someone took these pictures of us!!” and the pictures are of all of us like, having sex with each other. specifically i remember we were all paired up with someone else who we were dancing with. i take the pictures from her and i am pissedd. i start to walk through the lunchroom towards where they serve the food, and all of the sudden the scene changes to…

Scene: a place outside with a waterfall next to us and a creek and a forest, its very pretty. 

we all are sitting there, almost like it is either later that day or a day or two after we have found the pictures, like we are outcasts and this is where we have gone to hide. we are all standing/sitting around bring to figure out how someone got those picots. the weirdest part is, i don’t remember doing what was depicted in the picture and neither does everyone else.

i decide to take the one I’m directly involved in and climb up the little hill/cliff to where the waterfall and the little law at the bottom of the waterfall is. i get up there and walk towards the waterfall. for some reason, i know to look into the waterfall/show the reflection of the picture in the waterfall/put the picture in the waterfall (can’t exactly remember what i did here, but something like that happened.) as i do so, the picture like, changes to depict what really happened when the pictures were taken or there is something the waterfall does to them to prove that they are fake. I’m like, omg, i need to get the rest of the pictures!!! i run down to where everyone else is and I’m like “give me the pictures give me the pictures!” i get the pictures as everyone is kind of looking at me like… your crazy… but I’m like, “i can fix these pictures, i found a way!”

But when i turn around with the pictures, i see someone standing there who isn’t in our group and is kind of glaring at me. he is a large man and he looks like Mr. Dea from school. as i start to walk towards the waterfall with the pictures he gets closer to me. i know he is watching me and trying to stop me when i realize that he is the one who took the pictures so he doesn’t want me to reveal that they are fake. i then start sprinting up the hill and he starts to run after me. i can’t make it up the hill where i am so i slide back down. i then realize that the one place i can go up the hill he is blocking, so i start running towards the edge of the place where we are all hanging out where a cliff is. mr> sea is right behind me and is like “ha, i got you now, you will not survive that drop!” and so i run… and jump off of the cliff.

i am in third person all of the sudden and looking at myself as i am falling off this cliff. i can see the ground like, miles away below me. i am falling backwards and i am flailing. i then go back to first person and i am like “shit, I’m going to die… but maybe i can fly, lets try it.” so i flip myself over and i try as hard as i can to fly. i don’t flap my arms, i just try to like, flap the wings that i don’t have… until i am getting dangerously close to the ground, at which point a sprout wings and finally start to fly just before i hit the ground.

Scene: New Land (Video game like sequence)

i swerve back up a little higher into the air and i am flying past all kinds of beautiful landmarks all around. the place i am flying round is almost like China, but more like The Sims 3 China vs. the real China. i am loving flying around all these places, they are all so beautiful. i then notice there is another giant cliff ahead of me, so i swerve around and land next to this little house.

i walk up to the house and there is a creepy little kid/doll thing hiding under and bar/counter thing, he looks like the little boy from the Grudge, and he almost looks stone and really moldy and gross. i walk inside and there is another little kid that is attacking the woman who lives there, but this boy looks a little less scary (and powerful). i am too late to save the woman because the boy has just taken her into the back room and killed her, but then he starts running towards me with this creepy little grin on his face. i grab him and kill him somehow, but then the little moldy boy from under the counter comes back to life and he is significantly more powerful. i try to grab him, but once i do, i can’t do anything with him. its like how on The Sims you try to click on certain things and try to interact with them, but you can do anything with them. that is literally what is happening as i am holding this little boy is that he is freaking out and trying to claw at me and bite me to get away (with his glowing yellow eyes and stone-looking moldy skin and sharp teeth… yeah, he isn’t pretty). so i just start walking away from the house holding him. someone he grabs onto me leg and is trying to hurt me. i start to run away trying to get him off me, and i see a hole in the ground that leads toward one of those cave like “adventure areas” in The Sims 3, and i scrape him off my leg into that hole. i then run to the cliff and jump off and try to start to fly, but it is not working well. i can seem to get control of my wings and they aren’t working and i am freaking out, and then just before i hit the ground…

Scene: a world map type screen like in a video game.

i am looking at this map and that China area is just one of the many places i can go in this game (which i am in) and i need to get something from each area. i decide to go to one of the poaches next (i think it was like… Russia or Moscow or something) and when i get there, it is like chaos and we are on top of this wall which is blocking our entrance to the city/country (as if we couldn’t just sneak in over the top of the wall.) then all of the sudden this dream ends and…

Scene: a dance club inside a movie theater

Me and all my friends are dancing at this club and having a really good time. it looks like a club which should be in the sims with the bubble blowing hookah bar thing and laser lights and such. i am dancing with Jac (but i think he is in drag) and i really want to get close to him but I’m not sure how he feels about me. then for some reason he gets really close to me and sticks out his tongue and i kiss him, he then leans back a little bit like wtf? but then he smiles, leans back in and we start dancing together and making out. 

When it is time for all of us to leave me and Jac stop making out and smile at each other with our foreheads pressed together and we walk out arm in arm. as we exit the theater, chr walks up to us and is like “hey, can i hang with you guys i just got off work!” and were all like sure! we then figure out rides and han k and chr walk away arm in arm. we all head to our cars and I’m like “party at my house!” and we all head to my house. 

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•   Scene: headed to school on my bike

•   Riding really fast to get to school, worried I’ll be late

•   Headed to image, but it’s my high school

•   Miss the turn I was supposed to take, pissed, have to go the long way

•   Finally get to school, trying to get all my stuff together, forgot my bike lock

•   Call mom to get the bike lock, she’ll be a while, I have to wait. Trying to find my schedule, finally get it.

•   Missed first period, going to next period, AP chemistry, nothing is really clear if I got the bike lock or not

•   Go to chem and I don’t understand a thing that’s going on, don’t know why I chose this class. I go to next class, english, on other side of the building.

•   The teacher is really weird, kind of like bad teacher but more focused on the learning. I “go to the bathroom” and leave the room, she says you only get this one chance to go to the bathroom cause ur not supposed to leave the classroom usually.

•   I am walking outside the classroom and she catches me skipping, we talk about something, don’t remember what.

•   Scene: Bus to the day of silence field trip thing

•   Me and my friends are playing music on our iPods in back, not really sitting by that great of people. We wanna move up front, something happens involving the bus turning around really fast, now going the other way.

•   We go to some museum type place or something, then get back on a different bus with different people

•   We all sit up front, we’ve got a pretty cute bus driver. I sit next to a really cute guy in white pants with great hair and Alin. Bet and kal sit in front of me.

•   Bet and kal are choosing the music, but it’s oddly very similar to my type of music, not theirs. They are playing gaga and Britney and me and cute guy are really rocking out to it and loving it.

•   A Britney ballad comes on and I have my hands up swaying back and forth to the music, the guy puts his hands up and holds my hand, it’s amazing holding his hand.

•   Music ends and we put our hands down, I’m wanting to hold his hand again or lay on him or ask his number do something, but I don’t and…

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