Dreams of a gaymer |
This is my blog, it will include anything in my life that i thin is significant. oftentimes that will be dreams, but also may sometimes include photos and who knows what else. hope you enjoy :) |
Scene: Inside the Art Institute
So i show up to school for drawing class and i head up to my normal classroom, but my teacher is not there and neither are anyone in the class. i think thats really weird because class is supposed to be starting like, now. I head to some kind of administrative office and ask what is going on and they tell me that they don’t know what is going on, that they haven’t seen my teacher either and to basically just assume class is cancelled. so I’m like, alright, no big deal, i guess ill just have to find something to do for the next 4/5 hours till my next class. being in portland, that shouldn’t be too hard. I think about texting Jonny and seeing what he is doing, but I’m not sure if i should so i don’t.
When i walk outside, i notice that Ai doesn’t look like it usually does, which is like a normal building on the street in Portland. It now looks like a normal college on a large sprawling campus with large areas of grass out front and the building isn’t just a block wide and very tall, but very wide and like, 5 stories tall. Basically its like all the Ai’s came together to create one big school. anyways, in my dream this doesn’t bother me much and nor does it bother anyone else, were all used to it, like its always been this way.
So i go outside and see some of my friends playing some kind of game where you run in between each other without being touched… i don’t quite understand it. i set my stuff on the truck bed where everyone else’s stuff is (cause apparently they allow trucks on campus) and i ask them whats up and if i can join them. they try to explain the game to me but i still don’t really understand, so i walk to the other side of the group to watch. i notice that Jonny actually is here already and playing games with all my friends. I’m kind of like,thats weird.. but still cool that he is here already. So as I’m talking to one of my friends who is playing by where I’m watching i say “i think we should play red rover, that is so much more fun” and then everyone somehow hears me and starts moving into the two-line formation of red rover. I’m like, awesome! we get to play the game i want to play! so everyone gets in their lines and I’m coating the number of people in the lines to make sure we are even and I’m thinking that one person needs to moves from the left of me to the right, and then i realize I’m that one person and i didn’t count myself, duh. so i get into the right line and we start playing.
Erika runs over to us and me and someone else capture her. the game goers on for a bit and then Jonny comes over to my end of the line (cause apparently he is some kind of team leader now.) and tells me to move over a few spots to the left in our line. he then goes back to the end of the line and starts saying that there is “someone in particular who has been doing a fantastic job at playing this game” as he walks down the line. he then stops and me and starts saying that i have been doing such a great job and he wants to congratulate me. then everyone jumps over to me to give me a giant hug and like, tackles me to the ground. they bring out a cake for me, apparently they had been planning on doing this because its some kind of party for me. Jonny brings over a cake and sets it in front of me while I’m pinned to the ground. then some asian guy (Wes maybe?) brings out this invention he made that duplicates things and starts to duplicate a section of my cake so that is starts to get bigger and bigger and creates a cool design that ends up making it look like a blue layered cake with an easter egg on top that has multiple sparkling layers of color. Russ then shows up out of nowhere and takes a picture of me with the cake.
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Scene: Downtown Portland
I am just laving the Art Institute and Jon is waiting for me outside as i turn the corner. i ask him whats up and he invites me to go with him to go get his eyebrows waxed and so we can hang out, i say sure. he smiles at me and i smile back and for a moment everything is perfect and beautiful. we walk off together really happy.
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oh boy, lots of interesting dreaming last night, hope i can remember this all accurately…
Scene: My house
I am in my house in the morning, getting ready for work and waiting for Mic to pick up my sister to go to orientation. when Mic gets here, they are all trying to get me to go but I’m like, “nah, i have work, its alright, don’t worry about me” but then i look out the window and notice more than just Ste and Mic are in the car… and they all look very familiar. i go out to the car and all of my friends are in the car and they are all headed to the beach to go quading. i suddenly have my riding helmet on for some reason, and i am leaning into the car saying “this isn’t fair, i wanna go with MY friends to the beach, not stay here and work, this isn’t fair!” i keep saying “this isn’t fair” over and over again. i go inside and I’m heading back to my room when suddenly…
I wake up (Like, i real life, i actually wake up). Then i go back to sleep again and…
Scene: Some kind of tourist area in California (i think), almost like a wine tasting place
Me and my family are at some kind of tourist attraction, i think it is a wine tasting place. it is an outdoor place though because we are all standing at a counter there that is outside. some of us are tasting wine (I’m not, I’m just standing there watching…) and then my grandma tells my mom how i took her and my sister to dinner last night at Olive Garden and it was amazing. I’m worried that my mom is going to scold me for going to olive garden when i could gone somewhere cheaper, but she just stands there. Then…
Scene: Freeways in Portland
Me and a whole bunch of people are running on the freeways through a different version of Portland than in real life. the freeways are all twisting and go all different ways, its kind of cool. We are coming up on Portland because we haven’t actually gotten to the downtown section of portland yet. as we round the corner to get there, i pass the person in front of me, narrating my pass like were in a NASCAR race or something.We are all running and this traffic lady tells us to run in the bike lane not in the main lane of traffic. Then we suddenly have to take all these different winding paths to stay away from the cars and follow the running path on the freeway. we are going up stairs, taking alternate walkways, going back down stairs… its some confusing shit.
then we get to this point where there is a fork in the road and a lady says “this way if you want to lead the pan, this way if you just want to watch the competition. i don’t really wanna play in the competition and don’t care so much about leading, so i go to watch. as i climb down into this little alcove that they are playing this game in, i see this little hole in front of me down towards the ground. i sit on the step in from of it and look at it… and then realize there is another hole right beneath me in the step I’m sitting on. i spread my legs apart just in time and some kind of thing (a ball maybe?) comes flying through the hole I’m sitting above and tries to go through the one in front of me. i go down into the alcove, not wanting that to happen again, and i see my friends watching the guys who are trying to lead play this game. apparently they have to throw a heavy ball through the hole at one end, make it go through, then go through the hole at the other end. and then…
Scene: My house
I am at my house and have just woken up. i know i have to be at work at noon, so i sit at my computer and start to read an article talking about the race that we were all just in in my previous dream (anyone notice my dreams seem to have a lot of continuity?), almost like i zoomed out from my first person vision in the last team into my first person view in the current dream. As i am sitting there, i look at the clock and its suddenly like, 11:30. i am pissed because i swear that time like, fast forwarded or something. as i am running to the shower, i get a text from Jel telling me that i still owe him some obey. i ask how much and he says $15, i look through my wallet and say thats ok. he says he’ll be over soon and i get in the shower.
As i am in the show, Jel and 3 of his friends come in to the bathroom. they are all talking to me while I’m showering and start to mess around with the shower curtain. i joke around with them too, knowing they aren’t doing it to be mean. then one of his friends, who is quite pale, i think wearing all white, is very cute and… Might be a vampire? I’m not sure, but he reaches in and like, jokes like he is getting in with me. I’m like, “hey if your gonna joke around like that why don’t you just do it?”… and i say that cause he is quite cute :P. so he pulls his hand out almost like he isn’t doing it. then suddenly i hear someone get in the shower behind me. i start to turn around but he get right behind me and starts to caress my body. i try to continue with my shower, but i am starting to break because he just feels so good. i feel that he is naked behind me and starts to kiss my neck. i reach back and run my fingers through his hair and i throw my head back in ecstasy. I am beginning to get hard and am ready to turn around and jump his bones right there in the shower with everyone in the bathroom and everything, but then his mom shows up at my house and calls for him. he immediately gets out and I’m left with… well, an empty shower lol
As he gets his clothes back on, Mis opens the bathroom door and sees him half-naked and starts to make naughty, embarrassing jokes. they all start to leave, but i grab the last one as he is exiting the bathroom and pull him in the shower. by this time I’m all hot and bothered, so i need to relieve me… tensions. i lay him on the ground in the shower and he is unsure what to do at first and struggles a bit, but then i pull out his dick and… get to work on it. he is loving it and so am i when…
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Scene: A city where i am aware that i am in downtown Portland, but it doesn’t look like the real life downtown Portland.
Me, Sav, and Han N are all walking around downtown and just having fun. we are going to go out to The Escape later on, but for now we are just hanging out. We are going into this bar and/or bookstore (can’t remember which) when my sister and cousin run out of the front of the building playing, almost like the little boy in Insidious. We are all kind of like “wtf, what are they doing here?” but oh well. we go in the bar/bookstore and look around, then we leave and my sister and cousin are there waiting for us. we talk to them and i tell them to go home, and they leave. After that me, Han and Sav decide to head to The Escape (because for some reason it is still daylight out and yet The Escape is going to open soon…?). As we are headed to The Escape… we cannot seem to find it. we think we are in the right place, but it isn’t there. i keep looking at this pub on the corner of the building (literally, on the corner, like the Leaky Cauldron in Harry Potter) thinking that is where the club should be, but it isn’t there. Sav tells me to look it up on my iPhone to make sure were in the right place, so i do, and it says we are in the right place. We all come to the conclusion that we are on the wrong Park St. and we need to go to the other Park St. to get there. As we head to where the other Park is, we see Voodoo Donuts and Han runs to it because she wants a Doughnut.
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Scene: Me, my mom and my sister are headed to my school.
We are all Headed to the Art Institute to talk to them about something about my school, we stop for gas at Chevron. we get to the Art Institute, but it is in the place where Evergreen is now. We walk inside and there is a bar inside for the students, it looks like an Irish pub almost. we go up to the counter and are talking to them while i am selecting my classes. the classes seem a lot more interesting than i had expected, things like the history of video games, classes specifically for certain games/game types, seems really cool. then the man at the counter says “Now, you guys are going up to Seattle tonight right?” My mom is like “um… what?” Apparently there is some kind of thing in Seattle that we had to go to that night to sign some papers so i could go to school in Portland. My mom is pissed at me for not telling her, but she says “well, we have to go.” So we exit the building and were in downtown where the actual Art Institute is, we all head off too Seattle.
Scene: school
Going to go to lunch with Han k.
We head downtown Portland to get lunch, go to little hole in the wall place, smells like cigarette smoke.
Han orders something, I hate the smell, we leave. Were driving downtown, I’m really worried about getting back to school on time.
Tell Han that I’m getting out (because I think it’s going to be faster not in her car?)
Suddenly appear in rus’s truck, looking up bus routes on my iPad to get back to image elementary school (because that will help me get to evergreen?)
In car with jos from art class.
Realize that driving in rus’s truck will be faster than the bus.
We see evergreen blvd. That will take us to egreen.
End up at my house (apparently I made it to school on time?)
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