So this first dream is the one i had first last night (obviously :P), but somehow I’ve managed to forget everything about it but a feel little things and some emotions. i wanted to put it here because although i can’t remember the whole thing, it just feels like it was such great dream. i don’t know why, its just a feeling, but i know it was fantastic.
Me and this boy are on this train and i love him so much and he really likes me back. I’m bringing him something and we go somewhere… i think. everything just feels right and feels perfect and absolutely heavenly, like nothing in the world could tear this moment apart or us apart.
And thats all i remember of it. the other thing after that that i remember is waking up briefly in the night, going back to sleep, trying to remember the dream, and then suddenly, everything in the dream began to overlap and make no sense. it was as if someone has taken the film reel of my dream and had crumpled it up so it was no longer eligible or made any sense. it was like a train wreck, and i knew that i wouldn’t be able to remember anything else of this dream because it was twisted and contorted and made no sense anymore, almost like someone didn’t want me to have this happy moment.
Now to the dreams i remember!
Scene: Endeavour Elementary School
I am going to endeavor to drop something or someone off there, not really sure what, but once i get there i decided that I’m going to go off through the school and look for some of my old teachers because i know some of them work there now. as i walk through the school looking at all the door plaques looking for a teacher i know, the school just seems to have a really weird layout. its very small and claustrophobic, and i have no idea who designed it, but they didn’t seem to be thinking when they did. i get all the way to the back of the school, and i haven’t recognized 1 teacher while there, so i decide, oh well, time to go.
Scene: Someone’s house (a friend? acquaintance?)
Im now at a friends house i think, and i don’t know who it is, but we are hanging out in her living room. her parents are kind of rude and pretty much saying we can’t do anything but sit on the couch talking, and even our talking has to be “appropriate” we decide to go to my friends room because her parents won’t be there so we can at least talk about whatever. we get in there and her parents are yelling at us through the open door, telling us to not mess around or anything and I’m thinking “wow, really, I’m gay, hello!” i ask if she wants to watch star wars and her parents come in and tell us that star wars is completely inappropriate to watch and that we should never watch it and all this stuff and I’m thinking “man, these parents are so god damn strict this girl can’t do anything. i wonder what they would do if they found out i was gay”
Scene: In a classroom
I’m now in a class room (which looks a lot like my aunt’s living room, this room seems to be popping up in my dreams a lot lately…) and the teacher is talking to us about some kind of assignment. she asks a question and i stand up to answer it, i think I’m correct and the teacher tells me to go to the other side of the room or something. she gives us all this book and says that we have to do an assignment out of it.
Scene: Bus headed to field trip
Me and all of my friends are on some kind of field trip and we are all in the back talking. I’m talking to Liz about this bullshit assignment that the teacher is making me do in the book and how much i hate it. then i start talking about how much i would love to be able to date Cal but he is straight and it sucks. We get to our destination and Cal has over heard me and liz talking and he says he would do it if it were in a three-way or something like that. i think he says Cod would have to be involved is the weirdest part, because then it would be me cal and cod and therefore all guys and therefore… gay lol idk, but i get all excited and smile big at Liz and we walk inside the destination
Which is a giant supermarket! which is actually pretty small in actuality… but anyway, we all have to look for stuff for our assignment in this supermarket and apparently it is like some kind of race because we are all frantically looking around for things, freaking out, running through the store like freaks.
Scene: My house
I end up at home and i decide that I’m going to start jacking off cause I’m horny, even though Kal is in the room with me, i don’t seem to care. she just covers her face with a blanket. i then go to my moms room to get a toy, but when i walk in to her room she is in there sleeping and I’m like “omg, sorry, didn’t know you were in here” and she says “i told you earlier that I’m here to take a nap then ill leave for something soon” so i lead her roo and go back to the front room. i lay on the groun and start to suck my own cock, when Kar comes up to the house and I’m like “oh shit!” and i quickly pull up my pants. i then end up on the floor of my moms room again somehow and she is like “what do you even want in here? the cock ring i offered you once before” and she throws it at me. I’m just laying on the ground mortified