Dreams of a gaymer

So this first dream is the one i had first last night (obviously :P), but somehow I’ve managed to forget everything about it but a feel little things and some emotions. i wanted to put it here because although i can’t remember the whole thing, it just feels like it was such great dream. i don’t know why, its just a feeling, but i know it was fantastic. 

Scene: Train

Me and this boy are on this train and i love him so much and he really likes me back. I’m bringing him something and we go somewhere… i think. everything just feels right and feels perfect and absolutely heavenly, like nothing in the world could tear this moment apart or us apart. 

And thats all i remember of it. the other thing after that that i remember is waking up briefly in the night, going back to sleep, trying to remember the dream, and then suddenly, everything in the dream began to overlap and make no sense. it was as if someone has taken the film reel of my dream and had crumpled it up so it was no longer eligible or made any sense. it was like a train wreck, and i knew that i wouldn’t be able to remember anything else of this dream because it was twisted and contorted and made no sense anymore, almost like someone didn’t want me to have this happy moment. 

Now to the dreams i remember! 

Scene: Endeavour Elementary School

I am going to endeavor to drop something or someone off there, not really sure what, but once i get there i decided that I’m going to go off through the school and look for some of my old teachers because i know some of them work there now. as i walk through the school looking at all the door plaques looking for a teacher i know, the school just seems to have a really weird layout. its very small and claustrophobic, and i have no idea who designed it, but they didn’t seem to be thinking when they did. i get all the way to the back of the school, and i haven’t recognized 1 teacher while there, so i decide, oh well, time to go. 

Scene: Someone’s house (a friend? acquaintance?)

Im now at a friends house i think, and i don’t know who it is, but we are hanging out in her living room. her parents are kind of rude and pretty much saying we can’t do anything but sit on the couch talking, and even our talking has to be “appropriate” we decide to go to my friends room because her parents won’t be there so we can at least talk about whatever. we get in there and her parents are yelling at us through the open door, telling us to not mess around or anything and I’m thinking “wow, really, I’m gay, hello!” i ask if she wants to watch star wars and her parents come in and tell us that star wars is completely inappropriate to watch and that we should never watch it and all this stuff and I’m thinking “man, these parents are so god damn strict this girl can’t do anything. i wonder what they would do if they found out i was gay”

Scene: In a classroom

I’m now in a class room (which looks a lot like my aunt’s living room, this room seems to be popping up in my dreams a lot lately…) and the teacher is talking to us about some kind of assignment. she asks a question and i stand up to answer it, i think I’m correct and the teacher tells me to go to the other side of the room or something. she gives us all this book and says that we have to do an assignment out of it.

Scene: Bus headed to field trip

Me and all of my friends are on some kind of field trip and we are all in the back talking. I’m talking to Liz about this bullshit assignment that the teacher is making me do in the book and how much i hate it. then i start talking about how much i would love to be able to date Cal but he is straight and it sucks. We get to our destination and Cal has over heard me and liz talking and he says he would do it if it were in a three-way or something like that. i think he says Cod would have to be involved is the weirdest part, because then it would be me cal and cod and therefore all guys and therefore… gay lol idk, but i get all excited and smile big at Liz and we walk inside the destination

Scene: supermarket

Which is a giant supermarket! which is actually pretty small in actuality… but anyway, we all have to look for stuff for our assignment in this supermarket and apparently it is like some kind of race because we are all frantically looking around for things, freaking out, running through the store like freaks.

Scene: My house

I end up at home and i decide that I’m going to start jacking off cause I’m horny, even though Kal is in the room with me, i don’t seem to care. she just covers her face with a blanket. i then go to my moms room to get a toy, but when i walk in to her room she is in there sleeping and I’m like “omg, sorry, didn’t know you were in here” and she says “i told you earlier that I’m here to take a nap then ill leave for something soon” so i lead her roo and go back to the front room. i lay on the groun and start to suck my own cock, when Kar comes up to the house and I’m like “oh shit!” and i quickly pull up my pants. i then end up on the floor of my moms room again somehow and she is like “what do you even want in here? the cock ring i offered you once before” and she throws it at me. I’m just laying on the ground mortified

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wow, its been a while, but I’ve finally got one! 

Scene: what seems to be Cascade Middle School

I am at the school with a man, not sure who it is, but he seems to be very strong and is helping me, he kind of reminds me of Bill from True Blood. there is some kind of chaos that breaks out at the school and continues to spread to the rest of the town. I’m not completely sure what it is that is going on (zombies? people gong crazy? some kind of sickness? idk) but me and this man seem to be some of the few who aren’t being affected and are still in our right minds.

As we are running through the school trying to get out, people suddenly think that it was us who cause it and that we murdered some kind of political figure and they are coming after us to kill us. we run to the top level of the school and run into a classroom to try and find a safe place, but when we go in a class is being taught and the teacher is kind of glaring at us like we need to get out so that he can teach, as if he has no idea of the chaos that is happening outside. i notice there is a cute little hamster in the cage in the room, and we run out, heading to the other end of the school, this guy leading the way and is trying to keep me safe. we reach the end of the hallway and there is a huge staircase leading outside the building, we run down it, people chasing us and i believe there are explosions behind us.

we get outside, and the entire town looks like something out of a Cyberpunk movie/video game, very reminiscent of the game Deus Ex: Human Revolution. we run through the town and reach this restaurant and i run inside, the man doesn’t come with me. i think he is heading off to try and fix the problem or he knows ill be safe here or something.

inside the restaurant, which kind of reminds me of my aunts house, there are other survivors of this crisis who have not been affected. there is one of my friends who seems to be Tera from True Blood and this really cute guy and one of his friends. besides us, the whole place seems to be deserted. there is food laid out on the counter of the restaurant for us and there are beds and more booths in the back room. the place is boarded up so the people can’t get inside to kill us. When the guys come back and sit with us we are all kind of peaceful, knowing that we have found refuge for a while and can relax. The cute guy is sitting next to me and Tera and the other guy are at the booth behind us. somehow it gets to the point where i am kind of tired or scared or something, and i lean in next to this guy for him to hold me and he has no qualms with it, he is actually enjoying it. then i start getting closer and closer to this guy, and then i start biting and playing with his ears and he is totally getting turned on, then we start making out and it is a heavenly moment. we are all feeling safe, comfortable, and relaxed, holding one another and not worrying about a thing. 

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