Dreams of a gaymer |
This is my blog, it will include anything in my life that i thin is significant. oftentimes that will be dreams, but also may sometimes include photos and who knows what else. hope you enjoy :) |
I wish Kingdom Hearts was really like this, i could just imagine the drama that would ensue with all the relationships that could happen…
Scene: I’m watching a movie, perspective of the camera
The movie im watching is about some kind of church/summer camp that all these teenagers are at. Everyone is having fun and two of the girls there are dating and are making out. The leader of the camp… Lets call him bob, do not like that and break the up and tell them it’s not appropriate. Everyone at the camp say that is not fair and they should be able to do whatever they want, but they can’t say anything to bob. The last scene of the movie that I watch is of bob’s son having sex at the bottom of bob’s giant house on the campground.
I don’t like the end of the movie very much, so I end up, somehow, inside the movie. The same event with the girls happens, but as bob is talking to the girls about their relationship being wrong, I step in and tell him it is ok and he shouldn’t be telling the, what is right and wrong, everyone should be able to be with whoever they like. My mom then shows up (out of nowhere) and gets on bob about it too and gets him to leave the girls alone.
Later on in the camp bathroom, I get out of the shower and I see bob’s son in the bathroom. I realize that their son is a guy that is see on the way to Ai every once in a while, he goes to Ai too, somehow I know his name is Chris although ive never spoken to him before. In the bathroom we glance at each other and don’t think much of it, I think he is cute but I don’t think he feels the same. As I go to the mirrors to do my hair though, I look back over to him (cause he’s cute, ya know how that goes) and he is looking to. I quickly look away, and then try and catch a other glance, and he is still looking at me, and I turn back away again. I try to cover the fact that I am starting to smile cause there might be something there, and I walk around the corner back towards the showers and glance back quickly one more time, and he is still looking at me and smiling. I get around the corner and I start to get a huge smile on my face.
That night in bob’s house, the bob family is eating dinner and (I think) I am watching through their large bay windows, but they can’t see me. Chris is sitting there quietly and tells his parents that he is gay. They are outraged and start throwing things at him and chase him outside to the fire escape, I run after him to try and help him. We run down the fire escape with his parents following us, and finally we get away into the woods when his parents give up. We hug each other and the dream fades to black.
Scene: a bar somewhere in Seattle.
Me, Eri, Kor, and aar all walk into the bar and go up to order drinks, they order 3 bottles of vodka and 3 cartons of orange juice. I don’t get anything and I’m surprised that they don’t card me, but then as we start to leave the counter, they ask for our IDs. I am the only one who is not 21 so I just tell them as I show them my ID that I wasn’t planning on drinking anyway, and they said that’s alright. We head back to the table and Chris is there (yeah, the one from the previous dream, Bob the camp host’s son) and so is a girl who Aar is trying to date (I think it is someone who was at Bob’s camp too). Aar tries to sit next to Chris, but Kor throws her jacket in the seat before he sits to make Aar sit next to his girl and to make me sit next to Chris. We all sit next to our potential BF/GFs and have a great night at the bar.
Scene: my house
Something happened at my house but I can’t quite remember what it was… I think it had something to do with me and Chris coming home from the bar and laughing and going to my room… But im not quite sure, I can’t remember.
:D
| Boy1: | I'm going to marry Sarah when I grow up because she's silly like me |
| Me: | Aww! That's wonderful. |
| Boy2: | I'm going to marry George when I grow up because he's my bestest friend in the whole world. |
| Boy1: | Ew! Boys can't marry other boys! |
| Boy2: | Oh... |
| Me: | Yes they can! |
| Boy1: | Oh.... Well then I'd rather marry Alex because he's funny and girls are gross. |
Scene: The Dunes
Ok, so me and my family are all at the dunes for a vacation hanging out, having fun, all that good stuff. I need to go to the bathroom so i get up and head to this giant pavilion thing where the bathrooms are. i walk inside and it is very tall, very wide open, with hardly anyone there but the person at the front desk and some people in the bathrooms. i go to the bathroom, wash my hands and then try to leave… i can’t get out of the bathroom. there are some pother guys in there and i go up to them and I’m like, “hey, whats up with the door?” and they say thy haven’t been able to get out either. Ive met them all before at some point in my life, and I’m glad they are people i know that I’m stuck with, but its kind of weird that we are stuck in the bathroom.
As we get to talking, we all find out that all of us that are stuck in this bathroom are all gay. we kind of find that odd, but whatever… at one point we start getting sexual, but thats besides the point. while we are all in there, one of my friends who is on the outside of the bathroom comes there and tells us that there are a bunch of people who are going to kill us because they don’t like gay people and thats why they have trapped us all in the bathroom. we all are scared and are asking how we can get out. my friend says she is going to go get my mom to help. at this point we have managed to move the door (which is a pillow?) so that we can get out of the bathroom, but we are still stuck in the small hallway that led out of the main pavilion to the bathrooms.
A little bit later my mom comes in and talks to us and tells us that she will get us out of here. she gets us out of the hallway and we head outside. there are people with torches and pitchforks and stuff head to go into the pavilion and get us in the bathroom. they don’t notice that we have escaped quite yet. my mom takes us to where we have all the quads locked up and tells us to get on if we can ride and the rest ride with her in the jeep. we fire up the quads and the jeep and everyone hears us and starts to run after us as we speed off on our quads.
We are weaving in and out of trees (i am watching all this from a combination overhead and first person view) and trying to get away from the people chasing us. we eventually get to a place where they cannot find us, off in the trees in this clearing area. we are all waiting there and Mis shows up, we are worried at first, but then she says she is on our side. My Grandma and grandpa show up and say the same thing too. We are all waiting…
In a different section of the woods, the people who are trying to find us have come up with a way to find us using some kind of hoodoo magic/explosion type of thing. they are setting it up and then the smell of the gas that they are using for the explosion wafts over to us. we are all like “oh shit, they’re gonna blow us up!!” so we ride away as fast as we can as there is a huge explosion behind us.
END
So this first dream is the one i had first last night (obviously :P), but somehow I’ve managed to forget everything about it but a feel little things and some emotions. i wanted to put it here because although i can’t remember the whole thing, it just feels like it was such great dream. i don’t know why, its just a feeling, but i know it was fantastic.
Scene: Train
Me and this boy are on this train and i love him so much and he really likes me back. I’m bringing him something and we go somewhere… i think. everything just feels right and feels perfect and absolutely heavenly, like nothing in the world could tear this moment apart or us apart.
And thats all i remember of it. the other thing after that that i remember is waking up briefly in the night, going back to sleep, trying to remember the dream, and then suddenly, everything in the dream began to overlap and make no sense. it was as if someone has taken the film reel of my dream and had crumpled it up so it was no longer eligible or made any sense. it was like a train wreck, and i knew that i wouldn’t be able to remember anything else of this dream because it was twisted and contorted and made no sense anymore, almost like someone didn’t want me to have this happy moment.
Now to the dreams i remember!
Scene: Endeavour Elementary School
I am going to endeavor to drop something or someone off there, not really sure what, but once i get there i decided that I’m going to go off through the school and look for some of my old teachers because i know some of them work there now. as i walk through the school looking at all the door plaques looking for a teacher i know, the school just seems to have a really weird layout. its very small and claustrophobic, and i have no idea who designed it, but they didn’t seem to be thinking when they did. i get all the way to the back of the school, and i haven’t recognized 1 teacher while there, so i decide, oh well, time to go.
Scene: Someone’s house (a friend? acquaintance?)
Im now at a friends house i think, and i don’t know who it is, but we are hanging out in her living room. her parents are kind of rude and pretty much saying we can’t do anything but sit on the couch talking, and even our talking has to be “appropriate” we decide to go to my friends room because her parents won’t be there so we can at least talk about whatever. we get in there and her parents are yelling at us through the open door, telling us to not mess around or anything and I’m thinking “wow, really, I’m gay, hello!” i ask if she wants to watch star wars and her parents come in and tell us that star wars is completely inappropriate to watch and that we should never watch it and all this stuff and I’m thinking “man, these parents are so god damn strict this girl can’t do anything. i wonder what they would do if they found out i was gay”
Scene: In a classroom
I’m now in a class room (which looks a lot like my aunt’s living room, this room seems to be popping up in my dreams a lot lately…) and the teacher is talking to us about some kind of assignment. she asks a question and i stand up to answer it, i think I’m correct and the teacher tells me to go to the other side of the room or something. she gives us all this book and says that we have to do an assignment out of it.
Scene: Bus headed to field trip
Me and all of my friends are on some kind of field trip and we are all in the back talking. I’m talking to Liz about this bullshit assignment that the teacher is making me do in the book and how much i hate it. then i start talking about how much i would love to be able to date Cal but he is straight and it sucks. We get to our destination and Cal has over heard me and liz talking and he says he would do it if it were in a three-way or something like that. i think he says Cod would have to be involved is the weirdest part, because then it would be me cal and cod and therefore all guys and therefore… gay lol idk, but i get all excited and smile big at Liz and we walk inside the destination
Scene: supermarket
Which is a giant supermarket! which is actually pretty small in actuality… but anyway, we all have to look for stuff for our assignment in this supermarket and apparently it is like some kind of race because we are all frantically looking around for things, freaking out, running through the store like freaks.
Scene: My house
I end up at home and i decide that I’m going to start jacking off cause I’m horny, even though Kal is in the room with me, i don’t seem to care. she just covers her face with a blanket. i then go to my moms room to get a toy, but when i walk in to her room she is in there sleeping and I’m like “omg, sorry, didn’t know you were in here” and she says “i told you earlier that I’m here to take a nap then ill leave for something soon” so i lead her roo and go back to the front room. i lay on the groun and start to suck my own cock, when Kar comes up to the house and I’m like “oh shit!” and i quickly pull up my pants. i then end up on the floor of my moms room again somehow and she is like “what do you even want in here? the cock ring i offered you once before” and she throws it at me. I’m just laying on the ground mortified
END
Scene: some soaking pool place
On floating thing in pool area
I’m new to this place, the people don’t really like me there.
I crawl around on floating things, boss of place telling me I will be leaving, I say no, lay down on ground
Scene morph to: my living room
Sav behind me, talking to me
Says after we all danced at the escape she gave Br a bj, I’m pissed/hurt/sad
I ask if Br really is gay, almost like talking while I’m asleep, sav writes on sticky note maybe
I violently wake up, scared/hurt/angry, need to tell Bet about “dream”
Ask person who is switching back and forth between sav and Bet to come with me so I can tell them about my dream.
Scene: big swimming pool area
In pool swimming with Bet/sav, telling about my dream.
Tell her i had dream about Br, chasing (maybe swimming?) after him but can never reach him, and about the sav giving him bj dream.
Might be one more dream I tell her about (can’t remember, but I know the dreams were about br)
People show up in pool area I don’t wanna be around (sham’s prom group)
END
I applaud anyone with that much patience as I myself, have none.
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