I want it so bad!!
Thoughts, interests, and likes from a Game Design student.
Ok, so i had such a miss-mash of different dreams last night its gonna be interesting to see if i can remember them… and i have no clue how all of these different thoughts came into my head all in one night, but it was definitely a fun night!
Scene 1: Train Station
I am at a train station with my parents and sister and we are all waiting for a train. The train station is in the middle of a forest though, so that was kind of weird. it is completely surrounded by trees and stuff. I hear the train and get ready to get on, i think to go to Marq’s apartment in the next dream.
Scene 2: Mar’s apartment
Me and a whole bunch of my friends are at Mar’s for a party he is having. we are all having a good time and we all end up in his room (which has two beds now instead of the normal 1). i am aging on one of the beds with Cal and we start to cuddle. we just cuddle for a really long time and then i try and start to kiss him but he says he doesn’t wanna kiss, just to cuddle, thats it.
Scene 3: Evergreen High School (but different layout, naturally)
I am at the school and need to go to the bathroom. i \go into a stall and Spe. Kel. is in the one next to me. I sit down to go to the bathroom when he decides to look under the stall to watch me go to the bathroom. I’m like WTF, get out of here! so i start to push his head back under the stall cause i don’t want him watching me. as i am pushing his head back, the stall door opens and someone’s mom and a cop are standing there and see me pushing his head, assuming I’m doing something naughty with him in the bathroom. i try and tell them “no no, he was the one, i was trying to get him away!” and i look over and the wall between the stalls is now like a chain link fence and is see-through. the cop tells me I’m going to be arrested for being with a minor. I get scared, put on my pants, and book it out of the bathroom.
I start running all over the school to find somewhere to get away. i go down this hallway and at the end of it is these giant wooden doors with lattice on both sides and you can see through the lattice into the room. the doors are kind of crooked and broken down. i decide to look in there to see what it is and when i look in a see all these creepy ass children saying something lilke “join us” or “come in” or something like that. I’m like, hell no! and continue down the hallway. but in the hallway down to the right of this room, there are all these doll houses that are all bright, happy colors, mainly pinks. It really creeps me out and i walk very slowly through them and i realize that this must be where the creepy children live. i find that this hallway is a dead end when i get all the way to the back of the doll houses. i go back to the creepy children room and walk in. The children explain to me that this is a room for those who are in between life and death. they will help me get away. i ask if i am dead or a live and they say I’m in between. i hear the cop and mom coming so i run to the right side of the room and one of the children jumps out of his seat so i can hide under the table. i get under the table just as i see the cop bursting in through the wooden doors, breaking them down. I am scared shitless and cover my head with my arms shaking. Then i hear them getting closer to me, they pick me up by my collar as i am still covering my eyes and…
Scene 4: My front room
(just this section) idk where the fuck this shit came from, NSFW
I am in my front room watching some awards show and reading some kind of book as well. My mom decides to go to bed and I’m still out in the front room alone watching tv. i want to masturbate so i go to some kind of menu on my tv where i can watch specific people on the show talk shirtless and so i choose the host of survivor (?). i balance myself between two footrests so I’m in the air and get ready to masturbate but i can’t quite get the right position.
Scene 5: Streetcar stop on 23rd
I am sitting at the stop waiting for the streetcar with the guy i like. we are just talking and I tell him that one of my friend’s thinks that its totally awesome that he works at Chipotle. i realize that makes it obvious i was talking about him to my friends so i quickly say “that’s just what i thought about, idk why” trying to cover up the fact i was talking about him to my friends.
Scene: A bar that is quite reminiscent of and stylized like The Sims.
I am at this bar and suddenly someone announces something like “grab a partner and go for it!” and suddenly everyone grabs another person and starts to have sex with them. I am looking around for someone and a really cute guy. i go up to him and ask if he would be my partner, he says yes, and then we go around looking for a place thats private. all the shower stalls are taken up (because we are all doing this in a giant bathroom at the bar for whatever reason.) so i go over to a bathroom stall and its empty. we go in and shut the door and he shoves out his wrist to my face. i start to kiss up his arm and then make-out with him. he then says “no, bite me, I’m going to turn you into a vampire.” i say “oh, ok!” and bite into his wrist. while I’m sucking the blood out of him he bites my neck and starts sucking my blood. the feeling of our blood being exchanged is one of the greatest feelings in my life, and i just keep sucking in bliss. then he pulls away from me and leaves to look around for someone, I’m left to change by myself.
Scene: a giant battlefield that is like, and arena with all kinds of different stuff from star wars.
Me and my family and a bunch of other people are fighting in this giant arena against the Empire. it’s an epic battle and eventually we win… i don’t remember too many details about this part, so thats what I’ve got lol.
Scene: I’m watching a movie, perspective of the camera
The movie im watching is about some kind of church/summer camp that all these teenagers are at. Everyone is having fun and two of the girls there are dating and are making out. The leader of the camp… Lets call him bob, do not like that and break the up and tell them it’s not appropriate. Everyone at the camp say that is not fair and they should be able to do whatever they want, but they can’t say anything to bob. The last scene of the movie that I watch is of bob’s son having sex at the bottom of bob’s giant house on the campground.
I don’t like the end of the movie very much, so I end up, somehow, inside the movie. The same event with the girls happens, but as bob is talking to the girls about their relationship being wrong, I step in and tell him it is ok and he shouldn’t be telling the, what is right and wrong, everyone should be able to be with whoever they like. My mom then shows up (out of nowhere) and gets on bob about it too and gets him to leave the girls alone.
Later on in the camp bathroom, I get out of the shower and I see bob’s son in the bathroom. I realize that their son is a guy that is see on the way to Ai every once in a while, he goes to Ai too, somehow I know his name is Chris although ive never spoken to him before. In the bathroom we glance at each other and don’t think much of it, I think he is cute but I don’t think he feels the same. As I go to the mirrors to do my hair though, I look back over to him (cause he’s cute, ya know how that goes) and he is looking to. I quickly look away, and then try and catch a other glance, and he is still looking at me, and I turn back away again. I try to cover the fact that I am starting to smile cause there might be something there, and I walk around the corner back towards the showers and glance back quickly one more time, and he is still looking at me and smiling. I get around the corner and I start to get a huge smile on my face.
That night in bob’s house, the bob family is eating dinner and (I think) I am watching through their large bay windows, but they can’t see me. Chris is sitting there quietly and tells his parents that he is gay. They are outraged and start throwing things at him and chase him outside to the fire escape, I run after him to try and help him. We run down the fire escape with his parents following us, and finally we get away into the woods when his parents give up. We hug each other and the dream fades to black.
Scene: a bar somewhere in Seattle.
Me, Eri, Kor, and aar all walk into the bar and go up to order drinks, they order 3 bottles of vodka and 3 cartons of orange juice. I don’t get anything and I’m surprised that they don’t card me, but then as we start to leave the counter, they ask for our IDs. I am the only one who is not 21 so I just tell them as I show them my ID that I wasn’t planning on drinking anyway, and they said that’s alright. We head back to the table and Chris is there (yeah, the one from the previous dream, Bob the camp host’s son) and so is a girl who Aar is trying to date (I think it is someone who was at Bob’s camp too). Aar tries to sit next to Chris, but Kor throws her jacket in the seat before he sits to make Aar sit next to his girl and to make me sit next to Chris. We all sit next to our potential BF/GFs and have a great night at the bar.
Scene: my house
Something happened at my house but I can’t quite remember what it was… I think it had something to do with me and Chris coming home from the bar and laughing and going to my room… But im not quite sure, I can’t remember.
Scene: The Dunes
Ok, so me and my family are all at the dunes for a vacation hanging out, having fun, all that good stuff. I need to go to the bathroom so i get up and head to this giant pavilion thing where the bathrooms are. i walk inside and it is very tall, very wide open, with hardly anyone there but the person at the front desk and some people in the bathrooms. i go to the bathroom, wash my hands and then try to leave… i can’t get out of the bathroom. there are some pother guys in there and i go up to them and I’m like, “hey, whats up with the door?” and they say thy haven’t been able to get out either. Ive met them all before at some point in my life, and I’m glad they are people i know that I’m stuck with, but its kind of weird that we are stuck in the bathroom.
As we get to talking, we all find out that all of us that are stuck in this bathroom are all gay. we kind of find that odd, but whatever… at one point we start getting sexual, but thats besides the point. while we are all in there, one of my friends who is on the outside of the bathroom comes there and tells us that there are a bunch of people who are going to kill us because they don’t like gay people and thats why they have trapped us all in the bathroom. we all are scared and are asking how we can get out. my friend says she is going to go get my mom to help. at this point we have managed to move the door (which is a pillow?) so that we can get out of the bathroom, but we are still stuck in the small hallway that led out of the main pavilion to the bathrooms.
A little bit later my mom comes in and talks to us and tells us that she will get us out of here. she gets us out of the hallway and we head outside. there are people with torches and pitchforks and stuff head to go into the pavilion and get us in the bathroom. they don’t notice that we have escaped quite yet. my mom takes us to where we have all the quads locked up and tells us to get on if we can ride and the rest ride with her in the jeep. we fire up the quads and the jeep and everyone hears us and starts to run after us as we speed off on our quads.
We are weaving in and out of trees (i am watching all this from a combination overhead and first person view) and trying to get away from the people chasing us. we eventually get to a place where they cannot find us, off in the trees in this clearing area. we are all waiting there and Mis shows up, we are worried at first, but then she says she is on our side. My Grandma and grandpa show up and say the same thing too. We are all waiting…
In a different section of the woods, the people who are trying to find us have come up with a way to find us using some kind of hoodoo magic/explosion type of thing. they are setting it up and then the smell of the gas that they are using for the explosion wafts over to us. we are all like “oh shit, they’re gonna blow us up!!” so we ride away as fast as we can as there is a huge explosion behind us.
oh boy, lots of interesting dreaming last night, hope i can remember this all accurately…
Scene: My house
I am in my house in the morning, getting ready for work and waiting for Mic to pick up my sister to go to orientation. when Mic gets here, they are all trying to get me to go but I’m like, “nah, i have work, its alright, don’t worry about me” but then i look out the window and notice more than just Ste and Mic are in the car… and they all look very familiar. i go out to the car and all of my friends are in the car and they are all headed to the beach to go quading. i suddenly have my riding helmet on for some reason, and i am leaning into the car saying “this isn’t fair, i wanna go with MY friends to the beach, not stay here and work, this isn’t fair!” i keep saying “this isn’t fair” over and over again. i go inside and I’m heading back to my room when suddenly…
I wake up (Like, i real life, i actually wake up). Then i go back to sleep again and…
Scene: Some kind of tourist area in California (i think), almost like a wine tasting place
Me and my family are at some kind of tourist attraction, i think it is a wine tasting place. it is an outdoor place though because we are all standing at a counter there that is outside. some of us are tasting wine (I’m not, I’m just standing there watching…) and then my grandma tells my mom how i took her and my sister to dinner last night at Olive Garden and it was amazing. I’m worried that my mom is going to scold me for going to olive garden when i could gone somewhere cheaper, but she just stands there. Then…
Scene: Freeways in Portland
Me and a whole bunch of people are running on the freeways through a different version of Portland than in real life. the freeways are all twisting and go all different ways, its kind of cool. We are coming up on Portland because we haven’t actually gotten to the downtown section of portland yet. as we round the corner to get there, i pass the person in front of me, narrating my pass like were in a NASCAR race or something.We are all running and this traffic lady tells us to run in the bike lane not in the main lane of traffic. Then we suddenly have to take all these different winding paths to stay away from the cars and follow the running path on the freeway. we are going up stairs, taking alternate walkways, going back down stairs… its some confusing shit.
then we get to this point where there is a fork in the road and a lady says “this way if you want to lead the pan, this way if you just want to watch the competition. i don’t really wanna play in the competition and don’t care so much about leading, so i go to watch. as i climb down into this little alcove that they are playing this game in, i see this little hole in front of me down towards the ground. i sit on the step in from of it and look at it… and then realize there is another hole right beneath me in the step I’m sitting on. i spread my legs apart just in time and some kind of thing (a ball maybe?) comes flying through the hole I’m sitting above and tries to go through the one in front of me. i go down into the alcove, not wanting that to happen again, and i see my friends watching the guys who are trying to lead play this game. apparently they have to throw a heavy ball through the hole at one end, make it go through, then go through the hole at the other end. and then…
Scene: My house
I am at my house and have just woken up. i know i have to be at work at noon, so i sit at my computer and start to read an article talking about the race that we were all just in in my previous dream (anyone notice my dreams seem to have a lot of continuity?), almost like i zoomed out from my first person vision in the last team into my first person view in the current dream. As i am sitting there, i look at the clock and its suddenly like, 11:30. i am pissed because i swear that time like, fast forwarded or something. as i am running to the shower, i get a text from Jel telling me that i still owe him some obey. i ask how much and he says $15, i look through my wallet and say thats ok. he says he’ll be over soon and i get in the shower.
As i am in the show, Jel and 3 of his friends come in to the bathroom. they are all talking to me while I’m showering and start to mess around with the shower curtain. i joke around with them too, knowing they aren’t doing it to be mean. then one of his friends, who is quite pale, i think wearing all white, is very cute and… Might be a vampire? I’m not sure, but he reaches in and like, jokes like he is getting in with me. I’m like, “hey if your gonna joke around like that why don’t you just do it?”… and i say that cause he is quite cute :P. so he pulls his hand out almost like he isn’t doing it. then suddenly i hear someone get in the shower behind me. i start to turn around but he get right behind me and starts to caress my body. i try to continue with my shower, but i am starting to break because he just feels so good. i feel that he is naked behind me and starts to kiss my neck. i reach back and run my fingers through his hair and i throw my head back in ecstasy. I am beginning to get hard and am ready to turn around and jump his bones right there in the shower with everyone in the bathroom and everything, but then his mom shows up at my house and calls for him. he immediately gets out and I’m left with… well, an empty shower lol
As he gets his clothes back on, Mis opens the bathroom door and sees him half-naked and starts to make naughty, embarrassing jokes. they all start to leave, but i grab the last one as he is exiting the bathroom and pull him in the shower. by this time I’m all hot and bothered, so i need to relieve me… tensions. i lay him on the ground in the shower and he is unsure what to do at first and struggles a bit, but then i pull out his dick and… get to work on it. he is loving it and so am i when…